I'm confused. I was in the shower and I was thinking. What if something wrong happened, who do I turn to? Somebody raise their hand so I can see. Hehe! Where do these thoughts come from anyway? That confuses me more. Maybe it's because of my small world where the close people in my life revolve in. Hmmm, that really wasn't so clear, wasn't it? Words are just words. Visual or audible symbols of a certain idea. I'm so into psyschology today. I even checked out this topic: "Impossible Figures in Perceptual Psychology".
Forgive me May-Ann (and Mark too) for the mood swings, I told you I was a control freak. It really is because the lack of sleep. I don't know if it made me slow too. I'm really not feeling so good. I'm not sleepy and hungry though. So, you guys just love each other. Got that? Read it again so you don't forget. I only had one meal today and two or maybe three hours of sleep. I gotta see a doctor. But first, I have to make sure somebody sees one before I do. Somebody needs it more than I do.
I was talking to Sans earlier today. I think she was right. Teenagers (including me) think that life sucks. I sometimes think of it too. But I have my own beliefs. Listen to me people, listen. I don't have a religion. I don't know if I believe in "God" (I'm not mad at him). I think gods are just a psychological illusion from the brain. And of course, buried deep in the minds of individuals. Creation? I just believe that humans are here. No evolution, just mutations by accident or something. But not slowly changing. I believe that life is just life. Question is, "What is one's life worth?". I don't know. I'm trying to figure it out. I believe that when people die, they're just dead. No ghosts. No souls. But as long as I'm alive, I believe that life is good and I shouldn't lose it or end the life of someone else. Uhhh, forget listening to me. This is just my personal opinion. That was supposed to be kept in myself. Just forget that I said that. Okay?
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