Invisible to Everyone

I love that status message from Yahoo! Messenger. Emo shit. After my earlier post, I had a chat with May-Ann. It's so sad that her parents hate us. I'm really depressed. She said she's not allowed to hangout with us anymore. I just wish I could do something. I'm confused. I'm pissed off and in deep sorrow. Last Saturday I wasn't allowed to go to AUP. I was forced to go to Manila and hear more problems. Kuya Erwin was there. A good friend of mine (he's in his early 30's I think and married with 2 sons). He's part of the school board and is now very active. He's been telling me all sorts of problems and boy was it punishment. I couldn't tell them that I didn't want to hear 'em. Apparently, Kuku's (another friend) dad was causing trouble and was sending letters. We were having lunch, I brought up a topic on Kuya Erwin on computers so we wouldn't have to talk about the school. Then, suddenly my dad came and started talking about Kuku's dad. A few minutes later, my mom came. God, that was annoying. I finished up my food and left immediately. I don't want to talk about it anymore. But Kuya Erwin told me that they'll close the school if they have to. My dad just terminated a couple of teachers that sucked. I just found out that the school offers the lowest tuition fee in the district while keeping up with standards. Like I said, everything has a price. It's hard to find teachers that don't suck nowadays. I feel sorry for the kids enrolled. Transferring to another school will be a nightmare. I know I regret transferring to AUP. These kids will suffer because of irresponsible greedy people. Fuck them all! I'm still wishing that I could bring a car to school again. That's why I'm pissed off. I could be going somewhere on weekends like I used to. I miss those days. I could be meeting new girls [and friends]. AAAAHHH!! I have to drive again. Why did my dad buy four cars if we only use two? No wonder the other cars break down easily, nobody uses them. What a waste. If he allowed me to drive, those cars would be up and running. Everything was pure accident except for the one with the Lancer. That was pure stupidity. Anyway, I now know that I shouldn't do stunts anymore. Haha! I'll be the safe driver (I hope). Oh yeah, last Thursday, I got to talk to Irene again. It's been a long time since I heard from her. It seems that she wasn't recieving my text messages. She had hyperacidity when I called. Poor Irene. Hehe! Trisha said calls weren't charged at that time. She borrowed my phone to make a couple of calls. She said she'll pay me if my balance went down. So, for the first 30 minutes of calling, my balance didn't change until it slowly went down then faster after a while it started to. Then she paid me a hundred smackers. Haha, refund for my load. We have problems with the band. We're lacking members and we need more songs to complete. The acquaintance will be on Friday already. I hope we won't screw up.Randal started his own blog too. Check it out. Sanya's birthday is coming up. I wonder if she'll have another birthday bash.

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